no matter who im with, no one ever com pairs to you. no one makes me as happy as you did. no one understands i miss you so much, i miss the things you used to do. looking back i realize how good i had it and how much i fucked up. i still love you so much, when im with other guys i just wish i was with you, i miss how you smell, how you felt in my arms, the things you used to say and do. i miss you cooking for me, i miss riding bikes with you, and watching movies. i miss you falling asleep with me and kissing me and hugging me in your sleep. im scared i will never love someone the way i loved you, i wish youd come back to me and things between us could work out. you were always so thoughtful and caring and i bitched too much, it really was my fault…. :/